Sunday, November 21, 2010


currently knew the whole story about Natrah a.k.a Maria Huberdina Hertogh. I get it nor from theater at Istana Budaya neither any public media. my grandmother told me the true events that occurred during that World War 2 and she was only seven. she totally knew about the riots cause my great-grandfather worked with British citizen at Singapore. every single words that came out from my grandma really blow my mind cause it's happened on her eyesight. the history is a part of history of Singapore series. this riot can be categorize as a meaningful history and strangely I was impressed with Natrah's story even I actually don't like any such fields that related to history at all. so I interviewed her frequently and she never be fed-up throughout the interview session and bring out my neglected seriously. this story quite interesting I guess. it's more catchy than the story of "anthousa, xanthousa, chrisomalousa" or "Ali Baba and the forty thieves" or "the prisoner of Zenda". it's significant for us to know as important as the nonsense we get about celebrities 24 hours a day from all corners. if you want to know circumstantial about Natrah's story, go and ask your grandparents. if you could'nt do so, just google it up.

Natrah with her adopted mother, Che Aminah

me : nek, who's Natrah?
nenek : dear, she was a larger-than-life character whose plight had caused riots in the 1950s. when the court decided to give custody of Natrah to her biological Dutch Catholic parents bla bla bla bla bla........

one hour 14 minutes 16 seconds later....

nenek : bla bla bla bla........and peoples injured and many properties damaged....ish ish ish...bla bla bla bla...
me : .............zzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzzz..........


Friday, November 19, 2010

when boredom strikes me hard...

I remember there was a certain point in my life, when I wanted to scream at the papers that I needed to do for plentiful assignments. I recognized that I was bored but the feelings of boredom were becoming chronic, so to speak. It was then I discovered that underneath the boredom was the feeling of restlessness. I didn’t like doing assignments much and I hate waiting for people especially mealtime that I have to wait, wait and wait at the dining table waiting others while just clap eyes on the meal. I've had a go at a few pictures on me what my face look alike when I get so bored. and what circumstance that make me boring. and...and..what have I do to solve it.

1. when I have to wait someone primp themselves

looking for a cure for boredom..and what I do is...

disturbing others: "hey, is'nt my lipgloss still shiny?"

2. when someone seized my position in front of camera and look cuter than me

and this is the way I do......

caught on camera simultaneously. fair and square. fair and lovely.

3. when Ustaz Jeffry or other wardens make a meeting with students at Parameswara's hall

who cares with it. I'll not miss the politics going around ktyaga with problems of the students that I not take on. do whatever they you want. so..

I sleep.....(-_-)zzzZZZZZZZzzzzzz

4.when I get stress on study

 are you feeling this way right now? if you are, let's follow what I do. do it with your friends. that would be more effective. hundred percents warranty.

tadaa! our own promp night..

I start to do these silly actions..

am I look crazy? it's okay, just say what all you want to. if you ask me which way of dying I would prefer to choose, I'd rather have myself being cut to pieces, beheaded, hanged to death, electrocuted or many other horrible ways indescribable than being dead on a boredom circumstance. (you know I don't really mean it.. :P) don't worry I still doing the same routine, mundane things differently and it will zest up my life.

I'm freaking bored right now, and the cure for boredom lies within

I make a new post about boredom and how to handle it..

  keep allowing the beauty in you to shine. =) 
selamat beramal 


someone ask me to answer

1. Last beverage: sky juice
2. Last phone call: adopted father
3. Last text message : Salam.aina,bile nak g bp? HUHU (Teeya)
4. Last song you listened to: gotta find you -Joe Jonas
5. Last time you cried: 1/10/2010

6. Dated someone twice: nope
7. Been cheated on: yup
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: yup
10. Smoking: nope
11. Been drunk and threw up: never have and hopefully never will

12. black
13. white
14. red

15. Made a new friend: quite a lot
16. Fallen out of love : how can i fall out when i haven't fallen in?
17. Laughed until you cried: selalu sangat la syg
18. Met someone who changed you: yup. Hana Tajima
19. Found out who your true friends were: yup
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yup
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: almost everyone kot
23. How many kids do you want to have: three
24. Your own car's name: do I have one??
25. Do you want to change your name: i'm fucking proud of my name. it's unique.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: crying and smiling
27. What food that you last make for boyfriend: kek batik
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watch cinta kirana
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: SHOPPING!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 15 minutes ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: ermm...
32. What are you listening to right now: Seven Collar T-Shirt - Wild Child
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: do I know him??
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: eat
35. Most visited webpage: facebook
36. Whats your real name: Ainatul Mardhiah Roslan
37. Nickname: Aina
38. Relationship Status: full time single part time in a relationship
39. Zodiac sign: libra!
40. Male or female?: female la
41. Elementary?: sk sertik. best elementary school in the world
42. Middle School?: Seri Bentong
43. High school/college?: STA Johore
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: long
46. Height: ermm??
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yupp..he's maggie boy
48. What do you like about yourself?: my awesomeness. haha.
49. Your last activity with your family: bowling
50. Tattoos: never have and never will have
51. Righty or lefty: righty

52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: nope
54. First best friend: shuhaidah jaafar
55. First sport you joined: netball. i was 10 when i first played netball.
56. First vacation: mana la ingat ngeng.
58. First pair of trainers: wth? lagi la tak ingat

59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: eat
62. Listening to: Slipknot - Sulfur
63. Waiting on: nothing

64. Want kids?: definitely
65. Get Married?: don't know, don't care
66. Career?: accountant

67. Lips or eyes: lips
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: little taller than me
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: wth?
73. Sensitive or loud: loud..
74. Hook-up or relationship: hahaha. dunno la
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker la kot

76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank hard liquor: nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: my eyesight is fine, thanks.
79. Sex on first date: nope
80. Broken someone's heart: don't know
82. Been arrested: nope
83. Turned someone down: how could I know??
84. Cried when someone died: of course la pernah.
85. Fallen for a friend?: yupp

86. Yourself: yeah!
87. Miracles: yup
88. Love at first sight: do I need to answer??
89. Heaven: yup
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: nope.
92. Angels: yup

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today?: of course. i love singing
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yupp
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:  i dunno. i don't think i want to turn back time. mistakes are mistakes. it's what makes me who i am.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: i don't know
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope
100. Posting this as 100 truths : almost

end of first semester

in a blink of an eye well literally at least my half years at ktyaga is finished already. some may say ending first semester as something to look forward to me myself included occasionally for next semester soon. but while spending a few hours by myself a couple of days ago, I kept thinking to myself how much I'm going to miss it being, living, eating, breathing, laughing, fooling around, etc etc etc there.

why you may ask? well for some of you Batu Pahat, Yong Peng, Klang, or Petaling Jaya is probably the place where you grew up. would you feel sad to move away from these areas? sure you do. the same goes to me. but A'Famosa Malacca is the place where I have to further my study for three years. it has literally shape the person that I am today. it has taught me a lot be it from how to cook my own self, how to solve math problems, making my own future to how to get along with different kind of people and how to survive myself to manage budget for groceries.  

so the precious moments that I really miss :-
  • waking up everyday looking at the same old faces especially Kak Awe, she always wake me up
  • staying up late laughing with Eton
  • annoying Miera while she tries to study
  • goofing off with Payin and Amy in class
  • teaming up with Teeya in kacau-ing Syue
  • bahan-ing Amy with Abey and Miera with King Nurfaiz.
  • the awesome feeling during cheering especially when singing ''maafkan kami- Anak Dara Lapok"
  • waking up in the dark eating Jannah's kerepek without actually seeing the food.
  • eating 'aiskrim malaysia' made in Timm's house.
  • miss Tampin the sworn town with all i'ts cheap food.
  • DIA group A atmosphere. full with happiness.
  • and the list goes on and on and on.

so to does smart people out there I once again call upon you to help me build a time machine!

Thursday, November 18, 2010


continue with daily activities
shopping . jogging . finished naruto shippuden eps 1-102
eat . eat . eat


A picture worth a thousand memories..

back in my room, I ran through my brother's dusty shelves (I can't find any reason why he's too stubborn to clean it up though), and I was quite surprised to have stumbled upon some pieces of what seems to be old and antique to me.

here's one of them, and please don't laugh..

yup, that's me and my mother, and I look so cute.. =P
I'm the fourth from left, sitting and smiling with nagging face.................

this picture reminds me of the good old times my best friend, Norshuhaidah Jaafar, (sitting beside me, wearing red kurung) and I had together before she turned to the other side of herself =(. believe me, take a glimpse back and you'll find yourself smiling alone having those thoughts of the old sweet memories you'd wish to relive again.

Errr, I wished my daughter won't look like that in the future, the smaller me looked so ugly, I should have done some plastic surgery. right? laugh all you want, and I'll get my revenge.

ugly or cute?
tell me..